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Feeling torn...yet again....

Wed Oct 14, 2009, 3:03 PM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Rise Against
  • Watching: my pc screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
I don't understand anything anymore. It's like I've become Midas--everything I touch is turning to gold and it isn't what I need. The people I love always seem to end up being unable to tolerate me...I never really understood what could lead someone to cut themselves. I always thought that it was ridiculous and just plain silly, now I kind of get it. It's not just a break up...I could survive that; it's all the crap on top of that. Parents, unfulfilled expectations. unexpected letdowns, losing best friends... it's like it's all happening at once, and I'm not sure I'm strong enough to withstand it all at once. I've tried to sanely work my way through it all. However, what is there to do but try? I guess that all we can hope for in this life is to make it. I don't know how people get through their life day-to-day anymore...I feel as though I just can't relate. I just feel so disconnected these days. It's kind of like I want to give up, but then someone I love will do something to boost me for a while, and then BAM! someone has to go and ruin it. For example, this guy friend of mine invited me to his homecoming and my parents won't let me go. And this guy is one of my good friends. Another great example is when I did the UB program I didn't get the grades my dad wanted to see he cut me off from the guy I loved.

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  • Current Residence: Nowhere, USA
  • Interests: music, tv, poetry, animals, singing(though I'm not very good)
  • Favourite movie: Phantom of the Opera or Night at the Roxbury
  • Favourite band or musician: Say Anything or Rise Against
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  • Personal Quote: Life's short, party naked

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Mood: Neutral ~Amaroq93 Oct 21, 2009, 4:45:57 PM
meh...

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psshht...get your eyes offa me
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Mood: Tired ~Amaroq93 Oct 13, 2009, 3:23:28 PM
Do you ever feel like the world is against you? I do. The guy I loved hates me. The guy I thought was my friend has totally crossed the line, and now,( I admit it) I'm feeling sorry for myself. I think I need to just be like that chick in "Crashed", and stop feeling altogether.

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psshht...get your eyes offa me
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~Amaroq93 Aug 30, 2009, 2:27:56 PM
"Lie To Me"

Our candle burns away
The ashes full of lies
I gave my soul to you
You cut me from behind

Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be

Don't act like an angel
You fallen again
You're no super hero
I found in the end

So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say goodbye
Well goodbye
Was it worth it in the end...

You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I shared with you
Were you even there at all?

Nowhere to run and no where to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be

Don't act like an angel
You fallen again
You're no super hero
I found in the end

So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say goodbye
Well goodbye
Was it worth it in the end

Why'd you have to up and run away
A million miles away
I wanna close my eyes and make believe
That I never found you

Just when I put my guard away
It's the same old story
You left me broken and betrayed
It's the same old story

Don't act like an angel
You fallen again
You're no super hero
I found in the end

So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say goodbye
Well goodbye
Was it worth it in the end...

Lie to me once again
It's the same old story
Lie to me once again
It's the same old story

Was it worth it in the end...

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psshht...get your eyes offa me
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~constantine311 Aug 26, 2009, 12:04:07 PM
haha...ur first comment. I love you.

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"Peace comes from within, do not seek it without."
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Mood: Peaceful ~Amaroq93 Aug 27, 2009, 2:10:40 PM
schweet, luv you too...
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Mood: Joy ~constantine311 Aug 28, 2009, 12:03:42 PM
check out my art. now you can. :)

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"Peace comes from within, do not seek it without."
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